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Name: Lauren [LaLa]
Birthday: 3/3/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: bOys <-- i kant live with em' n kant live withOut em' *gag* they make my life hell but also bring me a few smiles.
girLs <-- just as fwends of course! they're fun to have around.
LOve <-- yeah, i'mma hOpeless rOmantic =/ *Sigh* it's the whole pisces thang!
inTernet n reAding <-- whoa! yeah i know it's weird, but reading is actually pretty kewl when you find a good bOOk, and the internet is liek my life.
Goin out <-- whevever i can! =)
Expertise: Being LaLa...it's what i dO best. I'd like to say i'm a good friend, listener, advisor. i don't know...you tell meeh what my expertise is!
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AIM:  AznAngell226
Member Since:
5/11/2003
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| hey everybody...guess what? i'm BACKKK!!!  aren't you just ever so happy to see me back again? I know you are! =] well it was a long as road trip through nevada, utah, idaho, wyoming, montana, calgary, vancouver, victoria, washington, oregon, and finally back to good old california! wowie! i'm all tuckered out...  but i must say that over all, it was a pretty good trip  Except for the fact that i was roaming and had no signal for 99% of my trip... I'll write more about it and hopefully post up pix if i ever find my damn usb cable...but until then, you guys can just ask me about my trip yourselves!  ...man i missed you guys *sniff sniff* | | |
| So, i was taken back to my February 14th post by my friend nancy lately. I love that post...there was some mad inspiration driving me to write all that, and i must say, it turned out fairly well . But onward to more current news. Well, i'll be leaving for Canada on Thrusday at around 4 a.m. for about 3 weeks. I think i'm going to be madly homesick But i figure it'll give me road time to get my summer reading and work over with. And it will be an opportunity for me to clear my mind, reflect on my freshmen year, and relax before i face the bombardment of AP and honors classes i'll be taking sophomore year. It's funny how much things can change in a year. Some things i regret, some things i don't, and still others were just completely out of my control. as always i learned something from each situation. I learned a little about love [yeah, go back to the february 14th post lol], a little about friends, and a lot about the lord of the rings and various other long novels thanks to the fabulous teachings of father patrick argue. Love, i won't even get my self started on that topic...you all know by now that i've lost all faith in the concept of love, at such a young age at least. I think i've been screwed over too many times in that department. Friends, wow, this one's a hard one. This year i've learned A LOT about friends. Some of the lessons i wish i'd never had to learn  . You know how you think you have a small group of 3 or 4 friends in your life that you can count on forever, for anything? And no matter how much time you spend apart, the new people you meet, or the conflicting schedules you have, you figure that your bond will somehow manage to hold you together? This is the childish notion i had about friendship. Now that i think about it, it doesnt seem all that delirious. having hope and faith in something that seems farfetched isn't necessarily childish. In fact i have kept at least two such friends that way. guess it just depends on the person. maybe you just think you know a person, but it turns out that he or she was never really who you thought they were to begin with, if that makes any sense... You see, i'm beginning to think that people don't just CHANGE on you, but that instead you just never really knew the REAL person underneath the "front" that was put up. If that's true, it really sucks to have known and grown close to a friend, only to find out your friendship was all based on lies, deception, and selfishness. On the lighter side of my friendship experiences of this year, i've met great new friends! One in particular who i won't be seeing much next year, because he is gay, and transferring! AHH!  He is one kid that i always knew i could count on anytime 24/7. i could probably kick him in the balls, steal his money, and leave him in a ditch to die and he'd still forgive me...whatta friend LOL. Despite our lack of communication, i see him as a friend i'll keep for a good long time.  . I'm going to miss you! yes, Love and Friendship...put the two together and i come up with the conclusion that boys are evil and belong on farms only to be used for the pruposes of continuing human existence so that women may live together and bitch and spread gossip as we please. yes, does everyone remember my great boy farm idea? and finally, lord of the rings (and the various other novels), that father argue... that class sure had it's moments. I could almost thank that man for forcing me to read those long novels and memorize all those volcabulary words, but... i won't . That's my year in a nutshell! So...i'm leaving soon. I'm going to miss you all. I hope you all have a good time during the remainder of your summer. Maybe through my life experiences you've learned a little something, maybe not. Either way...as summer school closes off, i'm putting my freshmen year behind me and getting ready to face a whole new year in high school, with my newly attained knowledge and with new lessons to be learned, naturally  . Until my next traumatic experience, social mishap, and/or emotional breakdown to tickle your fancy; turn that )= frown upside down =)  i'm leaving to reflect and forget in CANADA. | | |
|  Who knew me and alyssa were twins? LOL you shoulda seen us when were like 5! OMG! you wouldnt be able to tell us apart! OK! updatION time! and no kevin, i didnt mean anything when i said your name in my last post. it's just on the post before that one you left me a comment was tellin me to post or something. well anywayz! =] let's start from the long weekend... that friday i went with jola n jill to starbucks n to see spiderman 2 for jola's birthday bash lol. it was great except for the scary stalker guy at the movie theatre . we slepy over at her house, ordered some alte night numero uno pizza, saw the hot chick and all these band dvds and played mario party. we finally slept at around 4 or 5 ish and woke up at 11. we ate some junk food then went to the sherman oaks mall. jill and joanna bought some stuff, but i didnt . we went back to joanna's n then we went to the beach! man that was awesome. the water was freezing, but we had a really good time. i gotta ask joanna for some of those picutres! ok now let's skip to this friday [couz everything else is just boring!] this friday me n lisa went to miss alyssa pasamba's house oh yeah. we're cool!  we had a blast! got there about 2½ hours late -a.k.a. filipino time- lol, hell...that's even LATER than filipino time  but hey, at least we came! it was great. we went swimming, ate pizza, chilled in the spa, talked smak about people LOL, chilled in alyssa's purple room, and took pix...i gotta get those from lisa! OH why lookie down there I STOLE them from lisa's xanga [shhh...don't tell her! =]
 
 
pic #1 me and alyssa in her spa =] pic # 2 lisa and alyssa with justin and jc LOL pic #3 lisa, alyssa, and me just bein gay in alyssa's room pic #4 lisa told me and alyssa to look lyk sluts n well i played the part, but alyssa didn't! LOL love ya | | |
| WOW...i haven't blogged in over a month! crazy... i doubt anyone except kevin tran reads this anywayz LOL. haha love ya keb! freshmen year at alemany is officially over...it went by way too fast. =/ i'm kinda sad it's over. next year starts hell for me. =[ honors chem, honors english, honers algerba ll, ap european history, some religion class, and spanish ll. looks like i'll be having NO LIFE next year =/ summer school starts in 3 days...i wanna cry =[ i only had a week off. takin geo b and bio b. bleh. takehashi and arispe... hopefully gunna do a lil shoppin at valencia mall tomorrow. gah i denno what else to say. i'll blog when i remember something or when something exciting happens in summer school. man...keb doesnt have the same class as me this year =/ BLAH! | | |
| Happy mother's day to all the mommie's out there and happy 17th anniversary to my parents! damn, 17 years...i can't even imagine being with someone for that long!
saturday was a nice pleasant walk down memory lane. went to laguna beach with parents n some other family. i havent been there for like 6 years? maybe even longer. i walked with my dad. he's gettin tired a lot easier than before. he's gettin older and so am i. we walked together to the one part that we used to picnic at like all the time. man...standing there really brought me back. it's a lil grassy hill it used to look SO BIG back then. we'd run and roll down it n never get tired. standing there again, i felt so old...but it felt good. it kinda made me wanna go back to the good old days when everything was easy and i still had that naive innocence in me. the days when i would beg my dad to carry me, heh. the world sure makes you grow up fast, sometimes much faster that you want to. i stared out at the beach, listened to the waves, and felt the wind in my hair. as it got darker it got pretty cold. the beach is a scary place to be at 8:30 at night...it's dark and the waves sound like thunder. it was chilly n the wind was blowing, but the stars...oh man. perfect "i need a boyfriend" setting. LOL, but it's all good... i don't really need a boyfriend. having a boyfriend is over rated.
so anywayz. today was my parents anniversary. my mom forget, AGAIN. lol. she forgot once like 3 years ago, my dad got so mad. but this year my dad turned it into a joke that she forgot. silly daddy. i love my parents. what else? oh yeah, i got jamba juice. =]
so now i'm sittin here watchin an abc family original movie...been watchin a mess of those lately, i gotta stop. but it's okkai, part of me wants to stay a little kid forever. even as i grow older i wish to stay young at heart. i can only hope the world won't corrupt me too much. | | |
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